kissing
everyone thinks kisses are the best things ever but that’s not true because what about the kisses that you give when you are not in love. When you really like the person and like spending time with them but it doesn’t feel like love and who knows if it’ll ever turn into love and suddenly you know that this is your last kiss and its bittersweet because they don’t know and then you start thinking about how they will feel and maybe if you just try to put more passion into the kiss but they don’t like the way you kiss and they don’t feel like kissing anymore and then its over and that was the last kiss you get because you cant just lead them on anymore and you start feeling all sad and mad because that was it, that lackluster-you-couldn’t-even-get-it-started kiss and maybe you felt like just making out and they never feel like making out so its a good thing that everything will be over except that they’re your best friend and you’re over thinking and they’re never there to stop you when you need them so you think about leaving but then you look at their face and want to give them one last kiss and you cant help it but every good bye kiss is shitty because you don’t want to say good-bye you just want to fix what isn’t there but you don’t know how and how do you even talk about it?
